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| someone has been sending slanderous messages about me to many of my friends, I feel violated, as well as offended. if he did send you this message, please do your research. I did not do the things he speaks of, nor have I ever been convicted or even accused in the court of law of committing a crime against a female. I URGE you to do your research before you believe any of these defamatory rumors.
if anyone has any questions about this, please feel free to call me.
-Matthew James Carroll | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment   |
| I'm spiraling down into a very dark, very deep, very cold hole. I fear that once I fall all the way in, I will never come back out.
someone grab my hand, I'm slipping, and I can't hold on much longer. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Hey guys.
My phone broke a couple of days ago and I have NOBODY'S numbers! If you'd like to get back on my contact list, either send me a message on AIM with your phone number in it or send an e-mail to popthereal@gmail.com with your phone number attached!
thanks guys!
-Matthew James
AIM: popthereal
e-mail: popthereal@gmail.com | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I kept a journal from August 15th to September 21st of this year. I wrote so damn much in that thing. I really had a lot on my mind at the time, I still have a lot on my mind, who am I kidding.
I looked back at the stuff I wrote and I realized that for a little while there, I was really depressed. I was extremely sad, but I know now that only time is gonna heal these wounds. I'm just trying to be as positive as possible now. God, these wounds still really hurt, there's no lying about that, but I'm realizing now that it's really time to move on. it's time for me to give up on all the shit I thought was gonna happen, it's time to quit looking at the past and start looking at the future.
what I had back then was great, but it's not available anymore, so it's time for me to just come to terms with it and MOVE ON. This is gonna suck really bad, but it's truly all the for best, or at least that's what I'm told.
hopefully next year in August/September I'll be writing about how silly this all was and how glad I am that things turned out the way they did, who knows! (let's hope it'll be that soon.)
so here's to wishing myself good luck!
good luck matthew james! | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
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Anyone who sees and paints a sky green and fields blue ought to be sterilized.
-Adolf Hitler (not a fan of abstract art.) | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| I just realized tons of people have seen District 9 without seeing "alive in Johannesburg."
PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE. If you plan to see District 9 or have already, please watch alive. its only 6 minutes. It is well worth the time. It is directed by Mr. Blomkamp who also directed D-9. It is incredible and shows his original ideals for the film. link below.
"Alive In Johannesburg" by Neill Blomkamp | | comments: Leave a comment |
| let's talk about some great stuff you've (probably) never heard of.
1) Cage: White rapper Chris Palko, from New York city. His earlier career was very good, although it sounded much like other black (and white) rappers. His 2005 record "Hells Winter" changed all that. As he opened up about his early childhood on songs such as "Too Heavy For Cherubs" you got a real since of the man. His music became so full of emotion, at some points you almost feel his pain.
check out: "Shoot Frank", "Too Heavy For Cherubs"
2) Gwopp Boyz: These two Mid-West rappers who rap with such big Atlanta artists such as; Oj Da Juiceman, Shawty Lo, and Gucci mane, have made some very interesting and shoulder lean worthy tracks. As far as intelligent rap goes, these guys know nothing about it. When it comes to money, selling drugs, drinking, smoking, and "Jocking Swagg", these guys have PHD's.
check out: "U Niggas Really Funny", "Jock My Swagg"
3) Stanton Warriors: This UK Break Beat duo comprising of Dominic Butler and Mark Yardley, have done some of the most epic and dance worthy remixes I've ever heard. They can take almost any song and turn into a dance floor miracle, and they do it over and over again, just to prove they can. They have played such famous clubs as Fabric and Sankeys Soap, and have also done a world tour that hit Europe, Canada, America, Australia, and the Far East.
check out: "Good Vibrations" Remix, "Bang" by Rye Rye & MIA (Remix)
Have fun everybody. Tell me whatcha think!
-Matthew James | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| let's admit it, I am the king of the comment. go ahead, you can crown me now.
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Time: 2009-09-01 06:02 pm (UTC)
you arent scared of being cheated on. all relationship troubles come back to either the irrational fear of being IN a relationship. or the irrational fear of being LEFT.
so j,ust figure out which one. then once you do that, pay a psychologist to re-diagnose your problem at 240 dollars/hr, 3 times a week, for 23 years.
during this process you will be proscribed xanax 0.5 milligram tablets, to be taken 1-3 times a day, during panic/anxiety attacks (this will eventually be changed to klonopin over the course of your life.)
you may also be put on paxil for depression, but that all really depends on if you have the fear of being left or the fear of being in the relationship.
regardless, one day you will come to your spouse banging a gardener, maid, or simply hooker he picked up in tacoma.
this is where you overdose on a mixture of xanax and red wine (I'm guessing you take maybe 30 of em, which at 0.5 mg's a pop is quite a hefty dose at a whopping 15 mg's!)
you don't die though, you are rushed to the hospital after vomiting up most of the xanax (if you really wanna die, try a cool glass of milk, water, or even a soda pop would have worked better) and passing out in the kitchen where one of your children (possibly a maid?) finds you.
anyways regardless of which fear you really have. now that you know the process of the generic life spent living with this fear, you can do you're best to solve if NOW, because do you really wanna end up having Juan or Garcia finding you in the kitchen looking like that?
I only tell you this because I love you ****. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I forgot how big of a fucking rat I was. shit.
so far in my room/house I've found 140 dollars stashed between 2 socks. 4 beers. a bottle of MONARCH VODKA, I have not had even a SIP of monarch anything since I was 18, maybe younger, so that really amazes me. and so much illicit shit that I am not brave enough to chat about over the internet.
how does one burrow this many things and NOT REMEMBER THEM!? | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| I have a little assignment for everyone!
I want to hear about your favorite character from a T.V. show. It can be anyone, alive or dead. Heck, if you wanna make it freakin' Jay Leno, I won't object. Although, I will say, I'd much rather like to hear about fictional characters.
You can also tell me your favorite characters from movies and video games if you'd like.
Please take the time to tell me, I'd really like to know!
Thanks in advance for all who participate!
-Matthew James | | comments: 12 comments or Leave a comment |
| god must have a sense of humor. cause he keeps letting me live.
Erratic then gone, I go from manic to calm
Watching the yellow liquid dripping back out of his arm | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| To:
* [сделайте войну] ((ME))
Date:
Jul 17, 2009 1:41 AM
Subject:
hello!
Body:
Hello there sexy stud!
I'm smart and adventurous. I'm also outgoing, I tried out for Idol one time� I'm not a bad singer (really). I also used to be a cheerleader and yes, I can still do the splits. I'm very good-looking and in shape. I also like tanning, I know, I know� bad for your health. I'm not a health freak, but I watch what I eat. Chocolate has a magical effect on me that and cheesecake. I also enjoy shopping, buying clothes and shoes and have a little watch collection. I'm a girlie-girl and I like that. I'm not looking for a one-night stand or casual sex. I'd like to meet a great guy for meaningful dating. This does not mean that I'm looking for a husband, just not into short-term flings. I outgrew that a while ago.
I hope you'll be interested in chatting with me � I have more to say! BUT (there is always a but), please don..t respond to this message directly. I'm using my cousin's account. Use my regular e-mail instead, jenny_purdie@yahoo.
ttyl!!!!!
I love this kind of shit. this is a message I received on myspace from a person named "Mary Perry".
if anyone has some really funny messages of this sort, I'd love to see them. everyone save the next message you get like this and show it to me. my favorites are the ones' from eastern european/african/asian girls [MEN] who are running scams (which I really dont think this one is. the ones' from foreigners usually have very funny engrish. the english is actually pretty decent on this one.)
everyone find the best scam or just plain funny/stupid message you can! lets all share!! | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| | hey girl, naw it aint even like dat. all im saying is... awww wait girl, I gotta change my phone battery, you know how it is. lemme hit ya back? | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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